They Still Also Had Not Asked

July 31st, 2010

After every time takes a beating, he still does not let me have a meal, I often hunger gets lose one’s head. Still once, I boiled the pig feed provision of one caldron to feed a swine, because stature is small, that boiler is weighed again, my stagger, the pig feed of whole boiler drenchs went up personally, two my ham by scald, they not only did not look for a doctor for me, still let me work all the same, I still am leaving the scar of chunk on two legs now.
I became ill they also do not take medicine to me, see a doctor, a word that my foster father loves to say most is: “You absolutelied refuse to!the neighbour that occupies me says, once I fall ill very serious, those who be about to die, they still also had not asked a doctor, everybody thinks I am held out this for certain came nevertheless, did not think of I still am to come over alive all the same. Occasionally I can think, if that time I died really, may better, also need not suffer so much pain. At that time of home of my foster father the level goes up in living in our village to should be belonged to, but what I pass is the life that pig dog is inferior to however, I often eat two my elder brothers to eat the meal that remain, the thing on table besides green vegetables, I am non-privileged move a chopstick. In memory, annual the traditional Chinese calendar in September section of 9 heavy this world, it is my most painful day, a annual day this, can enter by consuetudinary every family fill, our home also can kill chicken to slaughter duck big fast a cheek, two my elder brothers are taking a chicken to be gnawed greatly each, I have the share that see only however. Age of my little elder brother and my close, when his humor is good, accidental meeting fills in to ate to me secretly.